at the end

Love for pain?
Pain for love?
You've given me everything
I could have wanted; and also that which
I wouldn't have dreamed I could ever desire so much
You've answered me in your own way-
Everything I've asked of you and more
I never could have imagined how wonderful
You would be, even in your darkest moments
I've enjoyed with you things most people
Only fantasize about, and things nobody could imagine
I've had a special relationship with you
From the first moment, so forgive me
If, at the end of us,
I ask for more time with you-
And I know everyone does that;
It's not that I'm greedy, it's just that
The alternative to you is nothing I can imagine,
Nothing compared to your beauty right now,
O my world- everyone always wants more of you
Even though you're the soul of everything.

~arass9
(youtube)

missing

I can sit here with you forever. 

I don't need to touch you. 

I don't need to hear your voice. 

I don't even have to look at you. 

As long as I know you're here beside me. 

If I can smell your scent that I've grown to adore more than that of roses, 

hear you breathe your warmth permuting the air around me. 

I'll be fine.

no lie

I’m a girl. 
I have feelings. 

I overreact. 
I underestimate. 
I overestimate. 

I over think everything. 

I look too deep into everything’s meaning. 

I dream big. My expectations are high.

 I can tell when I’m being lied to but sometimes I wish I didn’t. 

Yes, I get jealous and I’m always scared I’ll lose you. 

That’s why when I ask how you are I mean it. 

When I ask how your day was, I genuinely want to know. 

And when I say I love you, I’m not lying.

A Happy Pill

What do you want to talk about; 

How bad it feels to sit here 

and wait for you?

Being Found

"You will not find a soulmate in the quiet of your room. 

You must go to a noisy place and look in the quiet corners."

~Robert Brault